i had stupid ulcer all over my mouth. jeez.
mum bought me this medication, to apply to my ulcer.''bonjela'' which of course she pronounce as ''benjola''. malay mums. *rolls eyes*
its kinda tasty.hahaha.
now its recovering really fast.

wanna know how i got the ulcers? its because of those stupid green packet skittles.
hahaha! everytime i eat those, ill get ulcer all over my mouth.
thats one,
that day i ate one whole big bad grape. and you don't wanna know what happened after that. hhahaha

oh yeah,
past few days, i was sick, i felt sick , i vomited alot, and blood came out. i panicked, really panic. i called out my mum , and she saw alot of blood on my shirt.
she quickly took me to the clinic.
the doctor say i cannot be treated there, i needed to be taken to a hospital.
so i was brought to NUH the next morning, and apparently the doctor said, that my body is getting really exhausted, just as i was about to say '' but'' he interupted me saying ''i know you don't feel tired,but i have to tell you that you are really over working your body, you should get lots of rest before doing something else that requires alot of energy, drink alot of water. and i also encourage you to stop dancing for the moment because that is the main cause of your exhaustion, your brain is really thinking too much''

then my mum started to babble on and on about how i think about those things too much blah3.
then the doctor kept on questioning me on whether i have any relationship problems with anyone. i was like ''whut?-.-'' all the way.

but i think they're right though.
i shouldn't think too much. or ''over work my body'' -.-
ive already seized all dance practices until next year.
i turned down the job at SZ studios, fuckin regretful.
but whatever,
as long as everyone stop bitchin'.


now im just waiting for the
12th of december<3 cannot tell what's happening on this day.
14th of december:D going for holiday somewhere away from singapore. AWAY FROM YOU PEOPLE! haha okay kiddin.
18th of december-.- i hope this day wont exist. yup, its the result day.
20th december happy 2nd year anniversary to me and aslam
and also not forgetting, 28th of december. happy birthday to my bby^^
the rest are just normal outings.

thats all^^
sayonara.

Love's really a bitch.
no matter how sane you are, it can make you crazy.
no matter how smart you are, it can certainly make you dumb as hell.

So i was eating then my handphone rang, i checked to see who, and it was from SZ studios. i was shocked of course. once worked for them, i quitted halfway i think coz back then they were really on the watch of what im eating and how's my weight, i find it frustrating really.

I answered the phone and it was Zara!! ( old friend )

zara: hello is this Azyani misawar? i am zara from SZ studios, if you do not recognise my name or the company you must be a total jackass.

me: ZARA!!ahhh!! omg omg i miss you i miss you!!

zara: haha yeah yeah. k diam, i have to do this professionally. You have been selected to remodel for SZ studios. Free makeovers will be given and the shoots will not be as long as 8-9 hours like before.it will approximately only take up to 3 hours. this is to publish our new opening at havelock road. we would really appreciate it if you were to accept the offer.

me:yeah sure whatever.im bored anyways. haha omg i miss you!!

zara: okay miss, i shall call you in an hour to explain your venue of shoot. *whispers* ; i miss you too. hehe~

me:haha okay~

hahahaha so there you go. ^^ im officially employed!^^
i hope the schedule won't be as tight as before.

i just pity thahirah~ sighs.

I AM GOING TO STAY HOME UNTIL I GO CRAZY. gotta remind myself that.

but staying home, its really weight gaining,
what i do when im bored? i eat. and when i eat, i gain weight, and when i gain weight i have to go to the studio and dance to lose it back, and when i do that, plan fail.-.-

what have i been doing at home then?
yes, you people guessed it wrong,
i have been reading.
books.off course.
lots and lotsa books. my dad suggested it actually. coz he has been seeing me laying around playing L4D eating, watching tv, sleeping. prangai gemok sak .
so he and his noble dad tone, saying, ''spend your time wisely, read a book or something'' .
off course, first reaction would be, ''PFFT,like im gonna do that''
then there was the times when i stared at book and say '' hmmm i wonder..''
hahahaah! corny.
so i read it, and got addicted and asked my dad to buy me more books.
okay..now that i typed it, i realize i must be really bored.

I WILL NOT GO OUT AT ALL COST.
no dates.
no outings
no shopping:(

ishh..
shut up.

how far we'll go, i'll never know.

your mouth is dirtier then your asshole.

I AMM.... gonna have KITTENS!
gonna be picking them up after class tomorrow! hehee~ yeyyyyyy......

on another note,
something weird is going on. i just don't know what. i was freaking dragged to school by a call from my teacher.
okay i admit. since N levels were over, i totally forgot about my 'O'levels.
i mean who does that?
so she called and told me to get my ass down there by 1/2 an hour, i was like so f**ked up this morning.
and also by my mom's ''all you think about is your dancecrew'' speech.
i went there, and gawd was i pissed. the number of people who were there could be accurately guessed just by one glance.
Nadia wasn't even there! -.-
so nevermind, i tolerated for awhile. it was just a few mins, coz i got there VERY late.
and its gonna be going on for the rest of days, this week.
i have to get to school at 9. goshh~ just when i thought, holiday's here.

whatever.
im just looking forward to getting my kittens tomorrow! hehehehehee~