I've been going out often these few days.
i totally HAVE have HAVE to stay home.. they're planning on going to sentosa this wednesday which is like tomorrow?
idk if i wanna come. trust me, i have my reasons.

oh ya, last night, when i got back home,
i went straight to my brother's room, coz he wanted to watch this movie called
'' Paranormal Activity'' together.
idk if it's real or acting, but it sure is scary shit.
I couldn't sleep last night,this particular scene kept on replaying in my mind,
they set up a camera in their room to see if there were any abnormal things going on at night, and there were times when the girl( katee) woke up in the middle of the night and just stood beside the bed for 3 HOURS, staring at her boyfriend. the camera showed from 12 midnight fast forward till 315am in the morning.
there were also scenes of the door just moving by itself...
and THEE most scariest part was when at around 15th or 16th day.. katee was sleeping, and in the video, showed as if someone was pulling her out of bed, then she was dragged out from the room and the door was slammed shut, she shouted her boyfriend's name, he ran and like totally try to pull her away.
those scenes are like really terrifying. if i were her, goshh.. i would've totally freaked out.

you guys should totally watch.

ishh! as i was typing all this paranormal stuffs, my dad just stood behind me without any sound reading everything i type. i saw shadow moving, thats why i turned. totally scared the hell out of me. jeez~

BUSY

will not be updating that often.
haha right, like as if all this time i update regularly?
im in the brink of cash disaster.
now isnt that new?, me , being cashless. -.-

here's another exclusive,
when i was on the phone, i sorta told him that i wanted to buy a new sony erricson Xperia hp..
so,
right when i hung up the phone, my handphone just lost connections, and when i tried to off and restart it, it won't on.
i was like so pissed off with so many things hanging on my hands, and me trying to fix my hp, the train moving, and its not as if theres any sit...
so there,
i guess it's feelings were hurt in knowing that i wanted to replace it.
its officially dead.
talked to dad about it,
who knows? i might put up that puppy face act, and get a new phone?
hahahaha. i mean how long am i suppose to go on without a phone?
haha what an excuse.

^^

Rest In Peace my dear..

I whisper to the moon, give me back,
my companion,my love, my heaven...
without him,
darkness fills me...
loneliness holds me in its embrace.

Night,dont let the day come,
let it always be in twilight..
let it be peacefull,
like me..

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other note,

i have to say,

History is going to repeat itself..
all you ever needed to do, was learn, and not repeat the mistakes you've done,
but you people never learn do you?
here you are, again.. repeating the story that has been played for so many times.

a simple girl's advice would be,
Don't be stupid.

the naivety of man~~ makes it easier for girls to play around.

today merepek nak mampos.
went to ite balestier. the school is a reck.
courses smue FIRST CHOICE uh.-.-
we were all like '' EH INTERESTING AH! -.-'' .

but but the oreos made by the culinaries are like effing awesome.

EXCLUSIVE part of the day .
there's a bus to go there, no bus to go back.
we were at freaking ite balestier which was in the middle of freaking no where.
we stared at the other schools going back by bus.
so all like 14 15 of us? the usual people. asked a few people.
this one group of guys, lucky not matrep. lead us to boonkeng station. really nice of them.
from like 14 15 of us to like eliyana,thahirah,sakinah and me. the rest went home by bus i think?
so we reached boon keng. said thanks to them. no flirting involved. haha
quite a far walk.
i have no idea how they could like travel so far like almost everyday... haiyoo.

oh yah. when changing trains at jurong east, someone stepped on my foot while i was on the phone, thought it was thahirah so i turned and went like, MOTHER FUCK, then this chinese guy was like oh sorry2. i was like oh, its okay HAH. still, some of the ite students were watching, i was like omg how embarrassing. haiyooo. *slaps forehead*

as soon as i got home, i eat, then i fell straight to sleep.
jeez, i wont go for any school trip anymore. period.

.. i miss somebody... ^^

bubye!

okay lah okay. i won't abandon my blog.
here's whats been going on.
NOTHING.....but back to dance practice. i wanted to find a job, didnt seem to have the time.
everyone seems to be busy. GFs planning to go out on next saturday.<3
miss em.
what else what else.
i lost 3kg. maybe coz ive been eating less and dancing more? it really helps you know.
bought new clothes. its weird how i always lay my eyes on the bags when alll i really wanted to buy was CLOTHES.
but i managed.

blah3. unpaid bill. marvelous. ( see? im not rich )
menggigil you know tangan, handed over 200 bucks to dad. *sobs* wtv i don't need it.

there's gonna be an excursion tomorrow to ite balestier, i still dont know whether i should go or not, they're gonna be briefing about ite cck.
that school is mother effing huge btw, not far fromm my house, can jalan.
but no shelter, so like heck no.

my whole family is down on fever except me. hah hah.
i just hope i wont be like infected. coz if im sick, its not gonna be pretty.

i amm going to upload more pictures as soon AS I GET THEM ( sarah!-.-) .
heee~

bubye