sorry for not updating for a very very long time.
one word, MALAS.
im updating now..

this is gonna be a long one.

so here's what happened today. but,this might be mixed with what happened the day before,or maybe the day before the day before. i don't know, i just ramble everything i wanna say,so just see where it leads yeah?

the gfs went to SENTOSA. along with their partners of course.

Nad texted me like 3 days before? and i was already confirming with everyone.
everyone but one, :( my own bf. he didn't wanna go because apparently, he's not a ''beach person''. i was disappointed,upset,angry everything all mixed up.
i really didn't know what to say.
everyone was telling me to get him to go. been there,done that. his answer was still no.-.-
i gave up and just simply said, let him be. suddenly, i wasn't that much excited about going.
that night he gave me a call... saying that he wanna make it up with me the day after. but, as much as i would appreciate everything,that wasn't what i wanted.
we talked and talked through out the whole night.
IN THE END, he said to me he'll follow.i had brain freeze moment,but i told him it's okay because i wouldn't want him to do something he doesn't like. but he insisted,and said ''anything for you''. yeah,but there was a condition,no need to know what. k admit,though i felt sorry for him,i still was glad that he decided to follow.=) thank you so much b.

the rough convo went to a pleasant one. he asked if i could still go out with him,
so i said yes..i mean,what kinda person am i if i were to say no right.
oh oh and guess what HE TURNED 18 ON THE 28TH OF DECEMBER,and on that particular day i went out with him,he enrolled for his motor license! life would be so easier once he has a bike of his own.EH B EH?.^^ its all his every wanted, im just happy for him. its like seeing him eat alot,so happy.HAHA.then did a lil shopping for himself,ate and then back to his house and then back to mine^^.

back to what happened today,
sentosa. see i told you ill ramble about other days too.
everything was great. went to his house early in the morning,coz i know he just won't wake up.layed down beside him,seeing him sleeping,didn't have the heart to wake him up, but TOO BAD,he must. he woke up half an hr before the time we had to leave,surprisingly, it didn't take him long to get ready. OF COURSE I HAD TO IRON HIS CLOTHES-.-
then went all the way to harbourfront,then as i expected,
bumped into thahirah and man.
then went off to meet Nad and fir who was already at sentosa.
theeennnn.. they ate a little, wait no, except for aslam, he ate ALOT.as usual.kesian bby..lapar eh..
our tongue was practically screaming for water, but the barer, late. hahahaha until we couldn't take it,aslam and i went to 7 eleven and bought some water..
even after that whole big gulp was finished,eliyana was still no where to be seen.-.-
blah3..story short.eliyana arrived.kecoh2.
then head off to swimming..aku da start malas nak type.....
swim2...joke2...burried eliyana(klakar nak mampos)...

okay know what? today was fun kay? enough said. pictures will be uploaded soon!happy?

wait2..
i wanna say thank you to aslam..^^ for everything you've done,only with one reason,me.
ive said so many things that i didn't mean to you. harsh things.i am trully sorry.
I don't know what i should do to repay you for what you did for me b, but i shall hold up to my condition.i promise.
this might sound like im sucking up,but he's like,i dare say, hard to be replaced.
i love him.i really do. oh and thanks for paying for everything^^ you is the best.

i just have to say.. im nervous and excited at the same time about tomorrow...
i really REALLY really... want things to go well....
jeez...so god help me^^.

here's whats gonna happend tomorrow,i am celebrating my 2nd yr anniversary with my..*step cute giler babi* fluffy teddybear,sweet pumpkin,cutie pie with the curly wurly hair boyfriend,aslam.. hahahahahahahaha.. blearghhhh...

anyways.. just now. went shopping. dad was expecting me to buy things as expensive as what i bought last time,so he prepared a whole lot of cash.
surprisingly, aku takde mood nak sophisticated, so i went out looking really typical...
den pegi bugis beli baju. BUGIS tau. i gotta say ALDO has really nice stuffs.
dad went all -.- with me. haha but happy of course.
hahahahahahahaahahahaha.......................
favourite of the day? jacket bought from espirit!...its gorg-e-ous. =P
hehe~
out with family today is pretty much fun.. haha! alot of laughters and lame jokes involved. HAHA.

oh yah, my brother got jealous of my new netbook so daddy bought him one too.
hahahaha
its not that expensive really.. for its size of course.^^


blah blah blah...

despite all that...
i still feel like im the only one excited about tomorrow...~

i had stupid ulcer all over my mouth. jeez.
mum bought me this medication, to apply to my ulcer.''bonjela'' which of course she pronounce as ''benjola''. malay mums. *rolls eyes*
its kinda tasty.hahaha.
now its recovering really fast.

wanna know how i got the ulcers? its because of those stupid green packet skittles.
hahaha! everytime i eat those, ill get ulcer all over my mouth.
thats one,
that day i ate one whole big bad grape. and you don't wanna know what happened after that. hhahaha

oh yeah,
past few days, i was sick, i felt sick , i vomited alot, and blood came out. i panicked, really panic. i called out my mum , and she saw alot of blood on my shirt.
she quickly took me to the clinic.
the doctor say i cannot be treated there, i needed to be taken to a hospital.
so i was brought to NUH the next morning, and apparently the doctor said, that my body is getting really exhausted, just as i was about to say '' but'' he interupted me saying ''i know you don't feel tired,but i have to tell you that you are really over working your body, you should get lots of rest before doing something else that requires alot of energy, drink alot of water. and i also encourage you to stop dancing for the moment because that is the main cause of your exhaustion, your brain is really thinking too much''

then my mum started to babble on and on about how i think about those things too much blah3.
then the doctor kept on questioning me on whether i have any relationship problems with anyone. i was like ''whut?-.-'' all the way.

but i think they're right though.
i shouldn't think too much. or ''over work my body'' -.-
ive already seized all dance practices until next year.
i turned down the job at SZ studios, fuckin regretful.
but whatever,
as long as everyone stop bitchin'.


now im just waiting for the
12th of december<3 cannot tell what's happening on this day.
14th of december:D going for holiday somewhere away from singapore. AWAY FROM YOU PEOPLE! haha okay kiddin.
18th of december-.- i hope this day wont exist. yup, its the result day.
20th december happy 2nd year anniversary to me and aslam
and also not forgetting, 28th of december. happy birthday to my bby^^
the rest are just normal outings.

thats all^^
sayonara.