i had stupid ulcer all over my mouth. jeez.
mum bought me this medication, to apply to my ulcer.''bonjela'' which of course she pronounce as ''benjola''. malay mums. *rolls eyes*
its kinda tasty.hahaha.
now its recovering really fast.

wanna know how i got the ulcers? its because of those stupid green packet skittles.
hahaha! everytime i eat those, ill get ulcer all over my mouth.
thats one,
that day i ate one whole big bad grape. and you don't wanna know what happened after that. hhahaha

oh yeah,
past few days, i was sick, i felt sick , i vomited alot, and blood came out. i panicked, really panic. i called out my mum , and she saw alot of blood on my shirt.
she quickly took me to the clinic.
the doctor say i cannot be treated there, i needed to be taken to a hospital.
so i was brought to NUH the next morning, and apparently the doctor said, that my body is getting really exhausted, just as i was about to say '' but'' he interupted me saying ''i know you don't feel tired,but i have to tell you that you are really over working your body, you should get lots of rest before doing something else that requires alot of energy, drink alot of water. and i also encourage you to stop dancing for the moment because that is the main cause of your exhaustion, your brain is really thinking too much''

then my mum started to babble on and on about how i think about those things too much blah3.
then the doctor kept on questioning me on whether i have any relationship problems with anyone. i was like ''whut?-.-'' all the way.

but i think they're right though.
i shouldn't think too much. or ''over work my body'' -.-
ive already seized all dance practices until next year.
i turned down the job at SZ studios, fuckin regretful.
but whatever,
as long as everyone stop bitchin'.


now im just waiting for the
12th of december<3 cannot tell what's happening on this day.
14th of december:D going for holiday somewhere away from singapore. AWAY FROM YOU PEOPLE! haha okay kiddin.
18th of december-.- i hope this day wont exist. yup, its the result day.
20th december happy 2nd year anniversary to me and aslam
and also not forgetting, 28th of december. happy birthday to my bby^^
the rest are just normal outings.

thats all^^
sayonara.