Love's really a bitch.
no matter how sane you are, it can make you crazy.
no matter how smart you are, it can certainly make you dumb as hell.

So i was eating then my handphone rang, i checked to see who, and it was from SZ studios. i was shocked of course. once worked for them, i quitted halfway i think coz back then they were really on the watch of what im eating and how's my weight, i find it frustrating really.

I answered the phone and it was Zara!! ( old friend )

zara: hello is this Azyani misawar? i am zara from SZ studios, if you do not recognise my name or the company you must be a total jackass.

me: ZARA!!ahhh!! omg omg i miss you i miss you!!

zara: haha yeah yeah. k diam, i have to do this professionally. You have been selected to remodel for SZ studios. Free makeovers will be given and the shoots will not be as long as 8-9 hours like before.it will approximately only take up to 3 hours. this is to publish our new opening at havelock road. we would really appreciate it if you were to accept the offer.

me:yeah sure whatever.im bored anyways. haha omg i miss you!!

zara: okay miss, i shall call you in an hour to explain your venue of shoot. *whispers* ; i miss you too. hehe~

me:haha okay~

hahahaha so there you go. ^^ im officially employed!^^
i hope the schedule won't be as tight as before.

i just pity thahirah~ sighs.

I AM GOING TO STAY HOME UNTIL I GO CRAZY. gotta remind myself that.

but staying home, its really weight gaining,
what i do when im bored? i eat. and when i eat, i gain weight, and when i gain weight i have to go to the studio and dance to lose it back, and when i do that, plan fail.-.-

what have i been doing at home then?
yes, you people guessed it wrong,
i have been reading.
books.off course.
lots and lotsa books. my dad suggested it actually. coz he has been seeing me laying around playing L4D eating, watching tv, sleeping. prangai gemok sak .
so he and his noble dad tone, saying, ''spend your time wisely, read a book or something'' .
off course, first reaction would be, ''PFFT,like im gonna do that''
then there was the times when i stared at book and say '' hmmm i wonder..''
hahahaah! corny.
so i read it, and got addicted and asked my dad to buy me more books.
okay..now that i typed it, i realize i must be really bored.

I WILL NOT GO OUT AT ALL COST.
no dates.
no outings
no shopping:(

ishh..
shut up.

how far we'll go, i'll never know.

your mouth is dirtier then your asshole.

I AMM.... gonna have KITTENS!
gonna be picking them up after class tomorrow! hehee~ yeyyyyyy......

on another note,
something weird is going on. i just don't know what. i was freaking dragged to school by a call from my teacher.
okay i admit. since N levels were over, i totally forgot about my 'O'levels.
i mean who does that?
so she called and told me to get my ass down there by 1/2 an hour, i was like so f**ked up this morning.
and also by my mom's ''all you think about is your dancecrew'' speech.
i went there, and gawd was i pissed. the number of people who were there could be accurately guessed just by one glance.
Nadia wasn't even there! -.-
so nevermind, i tolerated for awhile. it was just a few mins, coz i got there VERY late.
and its gonna be going on for the rest of days, this week.
i have to get to school at 9. goshh~ just when i thought, holiday's here.

whatever.
im just looking forward to getting my kittens tomorrow! hehehehehee~